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My AngerAnger is a vile thing
Overwhelming our sane sences
Leading our souls closer to despair
Residing within waiting
At a moments notice it will grow
Seeing red, my mouth forms words
My heart cries at
How thoughtless I've become
So quickly, effortlessly
A pain-inflicting tool
I am ashamed
And sorry whatFrustrating. Overwhelm me. I turn out to be
Inadequacy, impatience inside of me
unable to accomplish what I hope to dream
I stand waiting, watching everythin'
Struggling, sprinting to nowhere, God are you there?
I hunt for your will. Standing still and I stare.
Why? is it eluding me? What have I done
I have prayed, and keep on, feeling undone,
up Prayer! I surrender, haven't you already won?
I hand over my me to your only son, impatiently lost,
Hello God hello? Don't go Lord, what a cost
Tears are waiting; they set in my throat, eyes float
Where would you have me? Tell me, true
I'm in limbo, anything for you.
My dream dim, painted to be, desperate for you to show your glory,
Your grace vivid, dancing on walls,
Greater visions give my heart calls, my eyes are opened,
How pitiful I am,
So many lost, I do what I can.
meager life, Why am I in the middle? so little.
I give my paint and passion for you. What else can I do? An evil voice laughs in my ear, says to me 'your not enough and you'll never be'
He is the King of the universe and
I am ashamed. not even up to speaking your name.
I feel I must increase for you, trying to give more than I should hope to
Giving up that I loved most, second to you
now I stand lost and cling to whats true
Adrift in the spiritual, with madness around
My Lord, My Christ let your Love abound
without the taste of your spirit, my heart starts to ice
but it is for you, let me not think twice
All I want is to serve, bring me hope as a dove
Let not one miss, the beautiful love, it inspires giving Glory to you, God above
And as I cry out, hear me still
I'm standing here waiting, wondering your will.
with You i changeeach day passes
dreams change, or stay the same
all the time God's calling my name
taking my heart making me tame
rejoicing in my wildness, adding fire to the flame
who i am and where i go. who knows
sometimes i wish the future shows
so i could make my heart safe, calm my head
what's true? should i believe you instead?
everyone says the same. wanting me to change
but i can be just who i am
and with You, how i became
who i am and no changing that
so ill walk my lonely way holding tight to my hat
though the winds would have me
i cant have that
waitI wait on the Lord
my thumbs twiddle and I try
to achieve patience
woe to my Achilles heal
and why would you, ask this of me
I am not a patient woman, by nature
but perhaps through Your strength I shall apply
that necessary virtue am I a tree?always reaching but never reaching
sky so far, sun shine on me uncurl, unfurl
new and green, some are clipped shorn demeaned
'make way for new'. who knew?
it would be so far and hard, elusive even?
always just beyond my grasp, i gasp, at the
sun so high and warm and bright
And warned; I would never realize that high height
light touched till clouds pass, bugs crawl on my skin
grounded, without within , rooted in dirt mud and sin
and why? i try and try, ne' er to end ere i die
now i green and new 'much to do '. too much to do.
un-contended, discontented, no friend
un-given and shriveled. sun shine one me.
i long to be a bird. feel like a tree.
Tiger LillyFragile flower,
Don't let the beauty die in you
Don't fall for the form they sell
every store window with a story to tell
so easy to take. easy to bake. It's on sale.
they're on the make, stay true
you're bigger when your soul shines thru
more delicate than they hope to do
you're beautiful they're jealous, beautiful you
give love, be peace, stay happy innocent
nothing wrong with that. Virtues never went
sex sells gold records.
its only money, we need it true
but they could never purchase
what lies within you
I love the beauty in you.
(for my sister)
more than socksI look down
And you still have your socks on
Do you go every where with them?
You should have left them behind
I step in to the river, cold mud, grass, and squish
Squash, my toes play
You dont know what your missing
By holding onto those socks
Don't wrinkle your nose at me
Maybe you should have stayed home
With your socks
Safe next to the bed stand where you belong
Unless... your willing to lose the socks Peace of TranscendenceA peace of trancendence.
Who can place luminosity into a touchable form?
And yet the hoards demand 'PROOF'
'something we can grab'
Would you roughly handle silk,
gossamer, or eggs?
What must I do? What? what?
What is required?
A question plaguing the innards of all mankind.
Is the answer too simple?
All creation found in Love.
Love the most powerful force,
yet hard to comprehend.
Love the essence of the creator,
we were made after Him.
Love the driving force behind sacrifice.
His sacrifice, His creation,
Our salvation.
What must I do?
Accept, believe, cherish, respond,
to a magnificence of love
beyond understanding.
In this world of pain
this one , constant, is my saving grace,
His Love.
Shall I torture you? beat you to death?
Force your mother to stand by in anguish,
and watch your face melt with blood?
Shall I cry out to my Father,
a blessing of forgiveness?
I am not strong enough.
No one is, not a prophet
not a man, not a soul on this earth.
except the Son of God.
Son of Man.
Whose vastness we cannot understand.
Who's Father created the universe.
Whose depth of Love
we have only barely even seen.
Who loves you so much?
and so perfectly.
Tell me one, shoe me.
Ahh... you have none?
I cannot bottle my Christ for you to touch.
Close your eyes and feel Him,
He whispers in your ear. |
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